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Tuesday, March 29, 2011
momentum. @ 9:39 PM

i have yet to blog about the few events i wanted to blog about.
i'm so sorry about that.
i'll possibly drag the posts till some other time,
as the pictures aren't ready yet.
well,
this is just a recap of how my week had gone like,
in a super fast way.
time flies so dreadfully.
and still,
i'm feeling that last week's events happened like a few months ago.
my, i'm going mad :)

March 20th.
had my first bday celebration with Alor Akarians in Just Relax.

March 21st.
my 18th b'day. had 2nd celebration with the Afzaners at the beach.

March 22nd.
nothing much. just that i cut the cake mum had bought for me & being nervous for the whole day.

March 23rd.
results day. cried, smiled, spent most of my time with the Afzaners, quarreled with mum, went out with some Alor-Akarians at night.

March 24th.
on leave. yay. want to school, fetched sisters to/back from tuitions. problem solved between mum & me. went yc with Alor-Akarians at Tea Time, then yc with Wen at Old Town.
initially wanted to go to Jess Cafe. didn't know it was closed at night. lol. did my board for Fahrenheit till 3am. yeah.

March 25th.
went to KL with Wen for Fahrenheit's event. super long story will link the post here when i'm really done with it. the moment was freaking amazing. everything was worth it. totally worth it.

March 26th.
my eating marathon starts form 9 till 11 plus. yes i think Wen is sacred. hahah we fed her so much. well then i slept the whole day, & watch the 1st epi of Criminal Minds S6.

March 27th.
Cheng Meng day, family-bonding day ;)

March 28th.
back to work again. went yc with Afzaners at Just Relax at night.

March 29th.
worked half day. &, my maid is gone.

yes she is gone.
this is just too sudden.
it's shocking.
i feel bad and sad.
i don't know what to feel now.
she's not a bad person.
she's just to naive,
& believe what other people say very easily.
she's kind hearted.
she didn't intend to leave us.
well at least not at this time.
everything is not in order.
dad is not at home for the night.
i'm scared.

i just feel sad,
when i didn't see any lunch cooked this noon.
yesterday's meal was the last,
& i didn't really really taste it.
i just feel sad,
when i look at my bed.
it's not tidied. it's in a mess.
yesterday, was the last time she would make my bed again.
i feel that i didn't appreciate her well enough.
i didn't really treat her well,
because i just feel angry when she keeps on talking to outsiders,
even though mum has told her so much about this world.
yes now she is gone for good.
i wonder where she is.
i wonder how is she now.
she's too naive & innocent.
everything is just too much for me to take.
T.T

all i can do,
is just to pray for her safety,
& also ours.
who knows what had she done behind our backs.
well,
all the best & stay alive.

jeszlynn.
i'm dead tired.
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