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Tuesday, March 22, 2011
in awe of You. @ 11:50 PM
it's one big day tomorrow.
the feeling i have now,
is exactly like the feeling i have a day before my SPM exam starts.
yes i feel like i'm having SPM tomorrow.
my heart is pumping so fast now as i'm typing this.
i wonder what will i feel tomorrow at this moment.
i wonder what will i feel tomorrow, after it's all over.
i reread my posts when i was about to get my PMR results.
really in the blink of an eye.
i really hope to feel the same way like 3 years ago.
but now,
i just can't stop feeling this sense of guilt.
i'm afraid that i'll really disappoint my parents.
they poured so much money for my educations,
& of course it's their right to expect highly of me.
but i'm just scared now.
i'm worry.
but i shouldn't be worry.
why worry so much,
when the Lord is already ready to lift all of my burdens ?
why think so much,
when the Lord had already prepare His shoulders for me ?
why fear,
when the Lord already had my future set ahead ?
thoughts, worries & fears should really be lost at this moment,
as my Father is watching over me.
what's done is done,
what's ready it's ready.
it's just about your heart to take it,
nicely or cruelly.
it;s tomorrow.
see me cry,
see me laugh.
nope i'm not going insane,
it's just one big lesson i've learnt ;)
thank You, Daddy.
jeszlynn.
in faith, i lay myself down.
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