i have to let go.
well i think i had let go.
it's just that i don't know what to feel actually..
looking at you and i really wonder a hell lot.
but it doesn't matter anyway.
me who has no significance in your life,
and you who are about to lose your significance in mine.
it had been too long, too long.
standing there, waiting..but no,
the appreciation doesn't come.
well who am i to be appreciated by anyone at all anyway.
had been foolish once,
but still hoping to get treated better,
and then i realized i was foolish for the second time.
because i hoped.
but now, to think of it,
what's there to hope and wish for actually.
nothing but hollow .

it's a friendship thing you see,
but probably, the most basic one suits us the most.
thank you for your kindness all along,
for pitying me.
it's my honour to be pitied by you.
i mean, there's none other to pity but only me right ?
:)

for the last time,
goodbye and so long.


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