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Friday, December 9, 2011
KLIA . @ 2:03 AM
this is not a post.
it's crap.
advisable to not read.
thank you :)
of my eighteen years of existence,
i've never ever been to this international airport in my country.
it took quite some time to reach this airport.
and all the way,
i felt super drowsy and giddy.
probably it's because the road is wide,
i didn't know what to concentrate on,
plus i feel so dry because i haven't been drinking water.
omma felt asleep so she didn't feel anything.
ah lucky fella.
so when i walked down from the car,
i only felt like puking.
that bad T.T
my head was really going in circles.
i cant stand right.
but as i walked,
i felt a lot better lol
the airport is amazing.
it's so big.
though i know there are many more beautiful airports outside,
still i feel happy and grateful for such place to exist in Malaysia.
i roamed around like a traveller,
feeling so fascinated lol
actually there's nothing to fascinate about.
feel so jakun >.<
the fav place i have for the airport,
and the must-see-place of it,
is the ground where the airplanes will be,
waiting to depart or just landed down.
the feeling i couldn't express for when seeing these planes.
i felt so happy.
it's like i have achieved something in my life wtf
seeing planes make me happy lol
BUT
seeing planes in the sky do not make me excited as
seeing planes right in front of my eyes,
on the ground where i'm able to see from near,
but not so near .
when i was a kid,
mum used to sometimes fly to KL for work.
dad will bring me to the airport either to send her off,
or to welcome her home.
and i loved the airport very much.
the kuantan airport.
i love sitting in the car,
being excited along the journey,
and cheer with joy when i can see an airplane on the ground from outside the fence.
the airplane wasn't big,
since i'm seeing it from far.
it like,
it's a very magical thing when you see the airplane right in front of you.
when i was so small then,
i would think that it's something worth someone to die for,
just to look at the airplane in super close distance .
don't know why,
seeing an airplane when i was a kid is likeme seeing 5 TVXQ! members now.
i am a fan for airplanes hahah or
am i a fan of the feeling present when i see airplanes nearby ?
no one knows the feeling i have for this thing.
no one ever does.
i don't wanna express it either.
because if i did,
what comes is a whole lot of question,
and i hate explaining,
especially explaining feelings you have for something while knowing the person who you are explaining to will never get it.
then they'll take my feeling as a nonsense thing.
it's just a small secret of mine,
that i would want to share in my blog.
i'm afraid i will loose this feeling.
i just want to keep holding on to this magical moment of mine,
but i'm just afraid i'll forget it.
well yeah that's why i'm talking bout it now.
keep it a secret too will ya ?
thank you :)
so when i walk to that window and saw about 4 airplanes butt,
with that MAS logo on in,
*what i usually see when i was small*
i felt happy and contented for being able to see these butts and planes.
but on the other side i feel extremely sad.
because i've been living for 18 years now,
and i've never ever board a plane,
or even be 1km from it.
it's always very far.
it's just so very far.
something in front of you,
but no matter how,
you wouldn't able to touch it,
to grab it.
gahh i feel so sad right now -.-
i'm actually super lucky and fortunate to have my life now,
so i am not going to feel sad about not boarding a plane before.
no i'm not.
probably the time has not come for me.
and i shall patiently wait until Daddy says it's my turn ^^
so that's my story about my love for airplanes and airports.
well what i was doing at KLIA that day,
was to send my youngest sister off to Japan for her 2 weeks trip.
thanks to AFS,
she got the chance to finally step into her fav country at such a young age.
and be the 1st among us sisters to board a plane.
she actually reached there safely,
texted my mum telling her that she won't text anymore because it's very expensive lol
i kinda miss her right now.
and the 2nd one is in genting.
all my parents' daughters are at different places now hahah
well randomly i just feel the need to express the feeling i have,
the happy and contented feeling whenever i see a plane on the ground.
it's a big thing to me,
and it will always be.
:)
and this moment too,
will finally come when i am able to witness the
real size of an airplane;
and probably boarding it.
:)
ah shynn,
have all the fun you want !
<3
jeszlynn.
credits : rightful tumblr owners :)
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